It all began on the start of the fifth year of grade school. I never thought that on that very day of June my world will drastically change---from my innocent-geeky lifestyle to a hopeless-romantic routine. Why did I look into your eyes that time?! Better yet, why did you ever do such a thing? You should have never helped me catch Conrad. It was easier. A whole lot easier without me ever looking into your deep deep eyes......
From that day, everything was in chaos especially inside my head. I never allowed any boy to get into my mind when it does not concern school works. But you were always there to plague my thoughts day and night! I don't know what to do to get you out from there...One thing I know though is that I respected you. That respect grew into admiration, to infatuation, to hate, to pity, then it became a pathetic desire to like you more. I don't want to fall in love with you...I never do. But it seems like fate wants to vex me so much that I had seen and been with you a lot of times that broke and warmed my heart at the same time.
My story of falling for you is a sad sad one. And very pathetic. Because of these reasons I opt to put my heart out in this blog. The seven years of secret love story will now begin.......
